So 2020 was quite a year, huh? I obviously don’t blog much anymore (my last and only post for the year was 11 months ago) and I honestly don’t know who even checks by here anymore as, well, blogs aren’t really a thing these days, are they?
Anyway, this year I published two novels: END GAME, the final Man of Wax book, and another novel under a pen name that was published by Amazon Publishing.
First, let’s talk about END GAME.
When I initially wrote MAN OF WAX, it was intended as a standalone. Honestly, a very early draft (one that was shopped around to publishers by my agent at the time) had Ben and Carver raiding the Paradise Motel and killing Simon … only to then learn that they were too late and Ben’s wife and daughter were dead: the end.
Pretty dark, huh?
There was a period of time where I wanted my books to be “real” in that the good guys don’t always win in the end, and while that’s something that can be done effectively from time to time, for the most part readers don’t want to be super bummed out by a book, especially after they’ve invested several hours of their time reading it. So I figured, okay, let’s not kill off Ben’s family. Let’s leave the book open-ended. And with the setup of a grand conspiracy, that led me to consider turning the entire storyline into a trilogy.
So I did something very dumb — without having sold the first book, I started writing the second book in the series.
Why was this dumb?
Because again, I hadn’t sold the first book. And, well, I obviously never sold the first book. So I had an unsold first book of a trilogy as well as the second book with nowhere to go with it, and at the time, the idea of self-publishing just didn’t make sense because ebooks weren’t really a thing.
Fast forward several years and the ebook revolution really took off, and I started uploading some of my unpublished novels. I put up MAN OF WAX, and then a few months later published THE INNER CIRCLE, and then … went on to write and publish other books.
Why?
Well, because while sales were decent, they were nowhere close to making me drop everything and writing the third book. Plus, high expectations became a concern. A lot of readers seemed to love the first two books, and I was worried the third book might be a major let down.
So I always had the third book in the back of my mind while I worked on other novels, knowing that it would be a large chunk of time for me to write the book and that there would probably not be much return on that investment. I remember even saying as much on Brian Keene’s old podcast when he asked me about the final Man of Wax book, noting that the third book in a trilogy is always the worst seller, because, I mean, it’s a trilogy. People don’t buy the third book first. They buy the first book, and maybe they’ll buy the second book, and MAYBE they’ll even end up buying the third book.
Of course, then I had an idea for a thriller that I realized would tie nicely into the overall MOW universe, and that book is of course LEGION, which was a prequel novel that on its surface didn’t really seem like it was connected to the trilogy at all, despite vague references to past events in both MAN OF WAX and THE INNER CIRCLE. I always knew that John Smith and Ashley would show up in the final book of the trilogy, but it’s kind of hard to explain that to baffled readers, some of whom actually got upset that an advertised prequel didn’t seem to fit — plus it probably didn’t help that initially I marketed it as a standalone thriller.
During all this time, of course, I wrote and published other novels, and in 2019 I sold a novel to Amazon Publishing for a quite sizable advance. I don’t want to get into too many personal specifics, but the advance helped pay off debt and put me and my wife in a much better position financially, and I knew that it was finally time to complete the third and final Man of Wax book that I had been promising. Because, again, I knew the third book wouldn’t sell well and up until that point I had been relying on much of my self-publishing income to help make ends meet (or at the very least try to get those ends as close together as I could).
So I finally finished END GAME, and to be honest, I was very happy with how it turned out. I published it back in January of this year, and … it sold just as expected, maybe even less so. I mean, I always knew it wasn’t going to sell great. And I also knew that I wasn’t going to put much marketing into the book (i.e. Facebook ads and whatever else). Mainly, I just wanted to finish the trilogy because I had been promising to finish the trilogy, and I felt I owed it not only to my readers but also to the characters.
For the most part, feedback on the final book has been great. A good majority of those readers that actually read it really seemed to like it and felt it was a satisfying end to the series. Some other readers … did not seem as enthusiastic. For example: